But the war did come. I saw my boyhood friends blown to bits. I saw men crumple up in agony when I shot them.

Ashley Wilkes (Leslie Howard)

9 seconds sound clip from the Gone with the Wind (1939) movie soundboard.

You can hear this line at 02:05:06 in the Blu-ray version of the movie.

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- I'm a coward.

- You? A coward? What are you afraid of?

- Oh, mostly of life becoming too real for me, I suppose.

- Not that I mind splitting rails.

- But I do mind very much losing the beauty of that that life I loved.

- If the war hadn't come, I'd have spent my life happily buried at Twelve Oaks.

- But the war did come. I saw my boyhood friends blown to bits. I saw men crumple up in agony when I shot them.

- And now I find myself in a world which for me is worse than death. A world in which there's no place for me.

- Oh I can never make you understand, because you don't know the meaning of fear.

- You never mind facing realities. You never want to escape from them as I do.

- Escape? Oh, you're wrong. I do want to escape too. I'm so very tired of it all.

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