If you were chosen that is, by a higher power and if your hand was forced, it seems strange to me that you'd get such enjoyment out of it.

12 seconds sound clip from the Se7en (1995) movie soundboard.

You can hear this line at 01:45:34.137 in the Blu-ray version of the movie.

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- Do you just stop and go: Wow, it is amazing how fucking crazy I really am? Yeah? Do you guys do that?

- It's more comfortable for you to label me insane.

- It's very comfortable.

- It's not something I would expect you to accept. But I did not choose. I was chosen.

- Well, whatever.

- I don't doubt that you believe that, John. But seems to me that you're overlooking a glaring contradiction.

- Meaning what?

- Glad you asked.

- If you were chosen that is, by a higher power and if your hand was forced, it seems strange to me that you'd get such enjoyment out of it.

- You enjoyed torturing those people. This doesn't seem in keeping with martyrdom, does it?

- I doubt I enjoyed it any more than Detective Mills would enjoy time alone with me in a room without windows. Isn't that true?

- How happy would it make you to hurt me with impunity.

- That hurts my feelings.

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