If you were chosen that is, by a higher power and if your hand was forced, it seems strange to me that you'd get such enjoyment out of it.
12 seconds sound clip from the Se7en (1995) movie soundboard.
You can hear this line at 01:45:34.137 in the Blu-ray version of the movie.
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- It's more comfortable for you to label me insane.
- It's not something I would expect you to accept. But I did not choose. I was chosen.
- You enjoyed torturing those people. This doesn't seem in keeping with martyrdom, does it?
- How happy would it make you to hurt me with impunity.
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