For 10 years I've lived with that thought and hated it.
7 seconds sound clip from the The High and the Mighty (1954) movie soundboard.
You can hear this line at 01:29:18 in the DVD version of the movie.
Quote context
[...]
- I don't understand you, Gustave. I guess, I never will.
- I've tried to tell myself I made a bargain with a throwback, a Roman emperor.
- For 10 years I've lived with that thought and hated it.
- Now, it'll never bother me again.
- I've never said it before, and probably you'll never want me to say it again.
- What else is on your twisted little mind, Lillian?
- I'm in love with you, Gustave. I guess I always have been.
[...]