And so his tapes have made me realize that for the last 39 years I have been a prisoner of my own fear.

10 seconds sound clip from the Donnie Darko movie soundboard.

You can hear this line at 00:56:34 in the Blu-ray version of the movie.

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- I just don't debate it anymore, you know? It's like I could spend my whole life debating it over and over again, weighing the pros and cons and in the end, I still wouldn't have any proof. So I just I just don't debate it anymore.

- It's absurd.

- The search for God is absurd?

- It is if everyone dies alone.

- Does that scare you?

- I don't want to be alone.

- And so his tapes have made me realize that for the last 39 years I have been a prisoner of my own fear.

- Fear? Rose, you have got to meet this Jim Cunningham. I can't believe he's single.

- And it has been a disappointing night indeed for these Super Bowl champions.

- You're right, Dan. Coach Joe Gibbs is on the sidelines water dripping off his glasses, but he's gotta be thinking... What happened? What went wrong tonight?

- Shit, we need a quarterback.

- And a miracle.

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